Saturday, June 18, 2005
Why does it seem that for these past few days I seem to fall into sin so easily?? especially in the area of pride, envy, jealousy, bitterness and the like.. and the worst part is that one moment I pray and everything seems to be going well, feeling refreshed and possiblily finally getting rid of that sronghold of pride in my life, and at the next moment, I'm down sinning in my heart feeling this sense of bitterness and intense jealousy especially against my fellow brothers in Christ... Woe is me... Woe is me...
O LORD, I ask for Your forgivness Lord in the area of pride, ego, bitterness, jealousy and envy.. Lord.. I jus don't know what to say.. all I ask in tht you forgive me... Lord, help me to rid this stronghold in my life even as this week comes to an end.. Let me put on the helmet of Salvation that I may claim the mind of Christ, the Breastplate or Righteousness that Your Spirit may search my heart for any unconfessed sin, and lead me in Your everlasting ways.. and also let me put on th belt of truth.. that I may master my emotions, letting my emotions be lead by the Spirit rather than by Satan or by my sinful nature.. O LORD! Lead me... Guide me Father.. Lord, I dun wanna stay in this sinful life.. Lord, come and change my life! Lord, let my life be transformed Lord, tat I may not be self-centered but overflowing with selfless love like that of Christ! O Lord... Lead me... Let me love my enemies, pray for those who persecute me and just be a servant.. Be a servant.. humble me Lord.. humble me..Grant me a fresh vision of You, Lord... O Lord.. humble Your servant Lord.... fill me with Your Holy Spirit.. mould me.. prune me, guide me, transform me.......
But yes Lord, even in the midst of all these that I've jus expressed Lord, I know that You are working in me Lord.. slowly changing me.. but whatever the circumstances Lord, I will praise You o Lord, for I know that You would change me Lord, change me to be morelike You! even in the midst of my distress, I shall praise you Lord! Thank You Lord, for this joy tht fills my heart Lord! Lord, You are in control, I worship You Lord, in the same way Jehosaphat worshipped You even before the battle is won, I now bow down before You and worship You.. with my life. Lord I thank You Lord for this time we had together. Oh Lord.. Halleujah... I praise You Lord, for I know that the enemy has been defeated! thank You Lord! Thank You! I pray all these in the mighty name of Jesus. AMEN! (=
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