Tuesday, June 27, 2006
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5:05 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
AHHHHHHHHHHH *SCREAMS* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ahem.. ok.. but AHHHHHHHHh... exams r in 3days!!!!! man... I'm like freaking out !!! I dun thinkI can cover all my work !!!! I've NOT touched human geog AT ALL.. n my language is as bad a I have not touched the Right Word at all too ! still have two more lecture note to cover for physical geog on volcanos and earthquakes.. Containment and globalisation for international history... Communism and religion for SEA history... AHHHHHHH.. ok ok calm down.. calm down... at least I understand econs.. or at least I THINK I understand.. AHHHHH... still have not done my history essay yet ! the containment one.. roar ! ok I need to plan my time...
Tonight.. finish IH essay on containment. Finish by 3am.(someone pls keep me awake)
Tmr.. Math tution in the morning.. After all the going out n stuff.. STUDY at night.. cover Human geog.. till migration..
Sunday ! Do The Right Word.
Monday, finish SEA History
Tuesday, Finish International History and read tru econs
Wednsday, morning, read econs. after econs, finish physical geog
Thursday, morning-afternoon, finish human geog. After tat, revise human=phy geog
Friday onwards.. math
5:48 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
lalala I feel so uplifted after doing my quiet time and after fellowshipping with one of my sisters in Christ over the phone (: haha.. oh well.. Past few days have been pretty fun hahaha..
Monday ! (Joanna day -_-)
went to school to hand in my history essay.. it was horribly done ! so saddening.. but I know my stuff now !! haha anyways met Joanna there with her gang celebratnig her birthday and it took me a while to relaise it was her cos of her hair hahaha.. I jus saw pt there lol.. the mango cake tasted..
bad ! different.. so yes.. haha.. so after tat sat down scribbled down sum stuff on my paper and left it to nicole to help me hand it..
Rushed down to Celmenti to meet the CF comm ppl only to know tat everyone else was late n only Gareth was there ! sheesh.. n Li Zhen came SUPER late.. so we had to catch the next bus.. oh well.. after a while we finally got to Florence's house where we went up to her nice white apartment with a super cool high tech lock ! dunno how u explain it la hahaa.. anyways we grabbed Kung Fu Hustle to watch downstairs at the karaoke room Florence booked.. it was well.. retarded haha.. watched it before so it's lik my 2nd time.. then after the movie we sorta had a meeting.. but due to lack of preparation n comm members.. din get too far.. but it was good (:
THEN.. Nicole called.. and said.. hey we're having a surprise party for Jo did u know? n I'm like no... so after a lot of tok we finally met downstairs of her place ready to go 'supplies' her haha.. so yupp.. after rehearsing
many a few times and with the stage set.. I went n pressed to door bell hahah.. and.. Joanna opened the door and stared at me with a huge eyes as if I'm retarded or something.. dun u know it's not nice to stare!? ok so then jus as I was saying stuff like.. "u know.. there's somethng I wanna tell u.. I'd never tot I'd say this but..."
THEN..
THEN! from one corner some snorting sound cld be heard cos I dunno who cld not control her laughter n Joanna went over n man.. we were exposed.. wat a waste.. the plan was to get me to say something like.. it's been 94days and 8hrs since we knew each other n I know it's ur birthday and so I jus wanted to say I.. I.. and then everyone comes out.. but hey ! she was still so shocked n all.. and yup.. after she calmed downed.. we ordered pizza and she ended u in the pool twice haha :D and after tat we play I never ! haha.. it was a well.. an intresting game.. got to know certain 'things' hahah.. after taking Joanna's hints for us to leave, my mum finally came n picked me up and sent Nicole home too ! haha.. I bet she thinks my family is weird cos of the GPS system thing HAHA
Tuesday !
nothing much happened for the day all cos SOMEONE in the end din want me to go to study.. not feeling well or something.. oh well so yes I tried to study for the rest of the day.. n before I knew it I was on my way to Michelle's house for deepak's farewell ! it was intresting how I found the house haha.. The road splitted into two infront of me.. so I din know where to go.. so I called Li Zhen.. and after I asked her to meet me.. before I saw her.. I heard her and figured the direction.. tok abt loud.. hahaha so yup.. anyways had a nice time there joking ard with the guys, watching tv, talking.. worshipping.. it was good (:
Today !
Woke up.. then was late.. Met Lydia at potong pasir n then we went to Esplanade to study hahha.. studied SEA and tried to understand all the weird stuff going on.. and now I have a much clearer picture.. although I dun really understand everything but ya I still understand haha.. so yup.. had lunch at Thai Express.. Green curry :D and it was one day before Lydia's birthday so she cld use her birthday voucher for $15 haha.. then after tat before we got back to study.. we ate AGAIN.. went to chocz.. I got some chocolate cheee cake :D ah yes.. it was nice.. n she got some necter thng ahhaha.. I think it taste like expensive milo HAHAHA n it cost like $6.80 la ! so ex.. anywyas.. got back.. studied SEA summore.. n I finally fished reading my 2a notes ahha.. so happy ! at least I roughly get wat it going on.. and good thing Rachel helped me with the Indonesia part.. haha it's kinda confusing not studying by countries..
oh man.. I have not done my essay outline and read tru 2b yet for tmr.. shld be ok I think.. but then again.. she might jus chase me outta class..ok ok I'm gonna go study..
such a mugger..
10:46 PM
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
CHURCH CAMP!!!
never tot I'll be able to attend one till like AD 5764354644867 hahah.. but hey ! my mum allowed me n I managed to go ! ahha the bus ride there was jus.. LONG.. like 6hrs? and we were all just playing cards, talking, eating and slping ! ahha god thing Rebecca had jelly beans ! :D
got there n well.. it was actually a nice place ! hahaha... but have been blaming every small thing on it being Malaysia haha.. oh well.. had lots of fun there... realy great time getting to know the other youths haha..
First day was pretty slack.. got to the resort off KL at abt3.. then we webt straight for a theme talk which was pretty good ! the theme of the camp was livng with a passionate vision.. so yup.. the first one was ok.. although think we weren't quite settled to recieve a sermon haha.. then after tat we settled in our rooms and after tat had grp time.. got to know some of the adults better n found out tat they r actually quite childish hahaha.. uncle Kim Young.. tsk tsk tsk hahaa oh and I managed to see Amos there ! haha had a good time catching up with my good ol friend :D
Second day started off early and we went for breakfast.. I'm telling u the food is actually quite good haha.. and well too good for a camp I guess? haha I think we all grew fat la after the camp lol so anywyas, after breakfast it was the 2nd theme talk and after tat had grp discussion and before we knew it, it was games time ! haha.. the games were pretty much ordinary but we had a great time with all the adults n stuff haha.. In the end after all the games n the marks were tallied.. our team won 2nd ! and it was a TIE between the 1st and the 2nd! jus cos they won more "1st" in total.. oh well.. nvm ! haha..
Third day was well.. had LOTS of talks.. 2 theme talks, 1 workshop and 1 seminar hahaha.. crazy isn't it? haha but it was good ! hha I din fall asleep in any ! haha.. and then after everything.. we still had true love waits tok with uncle kc haha.. it was really good la.. tat night during the theme talk abt commitment.. I made a commitment to full-time minsitry in the future... wanted to really make sure it was God's call so the past nite was toking to uncle Kc abt ceratain things and well.. ya I'm pretty certain now God's calling me into full-time minsitry.
Last day was short ! haha.. woke up.. had worship where I recommited myself to sexual purity haha.. was quite a nice sight when the last song was played and all the youths came forward with their commitment slips signed and dropped it off in the basket :D after worship we had photos ! :D ahhaha then after tat we were off back to SIngapore ! oh man I make the camp sound so short haha.. so yup.. on the nite before we actually agreed on not slping.. but in the end only Mitchell and Ben Ang managed to stay up.. I went up to my room and the moment I did tat i fell asleep before I knew it on my bed haha.. at 5.30am haha.. and not to mention someone was smsing me tru out the nite haha.. it was intresting smsing someone at these weird hours of the nite haha.. but then again.. expensive !!! good thing I limited it lest I pay ALOT haha.. so the camp was fun ! slept on the way back and we ate ALOT of food ! I seriously think I put on weight LA hahaha.. and the eating doesn't stop ! when I got back to church some of us decided to go to Jacksons for dinner and we had a huge spread of food ! haha rojak.. stingray.. man.. I need to excerise... and.. I need to study !!!!!! exams r in.... ONE WEEK AHHHHHHHHHHH...
10:51 PM
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Monday, June 12, 2006
Church camp is tmr !! I am well... almost packed.. got my clothes in.. now jus erms.. I dunno.. wat else so bring? oh well.. my mum got her new car on Sat and it's so cool la ! haha it has some GPS system ! haha so it's like quite fun playing ard with the GPS in the car n stuff.. ahha..
lalala.. I feel so sleepy these days.. ever since the day I slept the whole afternoon away.. frm tat day onwards I've been feeling super sleepy like during the day especially when I'm at home.. and the worst thing is tat I've been falling asleep during quiet times again.. sigh.. dunno why also.. it's like I dun do much at home but I;m still so sleepy.. I get it mus be my inactivity.. hopefully church camp tmr wld get me more active.. then I can like slp less and GET SOME EXERCISE ! haha yes ! I so need it la! I've been eating out the past 1 week and well.. it;s usually not healthy ! I wanna run again !!! : (
shalalala bye bye ( :
10:01 PM
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
ok ok I hear u.. I'm updating hha.. jus tat I have been well.. busy? ya sorta.. n nothing much has really been happening.. been going out to study and stuff.. and I feel real studious.. I duno y.. but this is the first time in my whole life tat I'm studying in the June hols ! can u believe it? never ever studied so hard before.. and I never expected to hear my youth pastor asking me to relax n not study so hard hahaha... I still remember last year he was still asking me to concentrate on my studies and stuff lik tat.. oh well.. wat to do.. but it's like ever since I came to AC.. everday I dun study I feel like insecure la haha like as if I wld not be able to cover all my work.. partially it's cos I'm probably scaring myself cos I'm taking history and geog and like.. ya.. haha.. and maybe it's cos I actually like the subjects I'm studying now.. oh well..
Nothing much has been happening this week.. Monday n Tuesday went to school for lectures and then had some PW stuff.. Wed was jus studying at the National and Esplanade Library with one of my frens.. and guess wat? I met Fang Min there ! haha.. she was gonna buy books or something.. ya.. wasn't really productive though.. if I'm not wrong most of the time I spent jus walking frm place to place n eating lunch ahahha.. then Thursday was almost a whole day at home.. trying to study.. and at nite I had rehearsal ! both for the Father's day item and this Sunday's Youth Service.. yesterday.. oh man.. yesterday.. I went to the Esplanade Library in the morning to study with another of my frens.. and the scariest thing happened... I was there before the library open !! I mean.. ahh.. it's jus wrong LA! haha.. who actually waits for the library open!? sheesh.. so we were like the first customers at the cafe.. oh n guess wat? I was jus looking ard the cafe then I saw some pictures on the wall.. and Sonia's pictures were there!? was kinda shocked haha.. it was during some ACJC person's performance.. in March or something? ya.. oh and yesterday nite had BBQ at uncle Mak's place ! haha.. the youths were there n all.. n ahh.. the salmon was good !!! :D I think I"m gonna grow FAT la ! it's like I have not really been active this and it's like I'm eating out like every meal with all the unhealthy and oily food !!! I really gotta excerise soon man.. can someone remind me??
Today today.. well.. after my lunch gonna spend the rest of the afternoon with God.. pray, read the bible n all.. and also well.. seek Him.. especially for direction for the CF comm.. hmmm yup.. I still think tat we wld see revival during my yr in comm.. since God set it out in our hearts tat the focus in the yr ahead should be evangelism and discipleship.. oh well..
Church camp's coming up next week !! :D it'll be fun ! I think.. haha.. and not to mention Amos wld be there too ! have not seen him in a looong while haha.. gonna be loads of fun :D then again I'm not prepared for terms haha.. oh well.. should be ok la I guess.. but I'm still real worried for History !!!!! ROAR ! (:
12:18 PM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
lalala.. I MISS my BLOG !!!! AHH I have not blogged in a
long while.. well one reason was cos there was jus so many things coming up.. first I was brought back to God on the 14th of May after almost a month of living outside God's will then there was Passion AC... n after tat came the last assignment I had to do for the term.. GEOG! n it was 25 marks n this time I REALLY wanted to do well.. so I spent like lots of time jus trying to read up then write stuff down.. actually it was mainly jus to impress the teacher so u know.. better chance to get a H3 subject =P folling tat was the Baptist Youth training cum rally which was really really REALLY
REALLY ! Good! n then after tat came CF camp ! which well... I kinda jus came back from! ahha.. ya !
RevivalThis past month(from 14th May !) hasn't really been good.. was distracted away from God n stuff.. it was like.. I cld feel this sense of unease everytime I did my quiet time about my distraction and the worst part of it was that I kept asking God abt it.. and looking back.. I cld see that I wasn't really seeking after God's will.. in fact I just wanted MY will.. and wld not take NO for an answer.. this went on for almost a month.. but praise be to God he drew me back to Himself.. on that particular Sunday on the 14th of May.. uncle Kc was speking on holiness.. abt how to be set apart.. abt how everytime we say 'hallowed be Your name' to God.. we are also crying out to God, make us holy too ! so I went back.. laid on my bed.. then after tat decided to pick up and finish reading a book I had long stopped reading.. and as I was reading.. God used that book to speak to me about many many things.. convicted me of my sins and stuff.. and really.. I struggled with God.. but finally I jus gave in and said.. "ok God.. I trust You" and really after I confessed my sin n decided to "throw of everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles" I felt FREEDOM! and really I felt like this big burden was lifted off my shoulders and it was really something I cld not explain.. all I cld do was to praise God for searching for me.. kept tugging at my heart again n again.. never giving up on me so that I cld come back to Him.. O God.. praise You Lord.. praise YOU (:
Passion ACThis event really got me praying.. n I have never prayed so much before in my entire life haha.. it was an intresting time leading up to te preparations.. the event itself was great ! although I wasn not there for the worship part.. I went in jus before the songs ended and realy the moment u enter.. u cld feel this peace and calmness in tat place.. ya so stayed there till the thing ended n they asked for an alter call.. so a few of us went forward n started praying for some of them.. was an intresting experience..
Baptist Youth Conferencehow nice it is when the Baptist churches over Singapore come together for a time of learning and worship! the speaker was Johnny De something.. haha can't remember but he's really n I mean REALLY cool haha.. he's like this super funny
balding old man frm America! really really great ! he taught well too! abt youth ministries n stuff.. and tat really inspired me.. stuff like.. how every world wide revival was started off by youths.. and that the trend was that every 40-50 years.. a great revival wld sweep the world.. but the last one we have seen was in 1904.. cld this be the generation tat God wld use to bring revival? maybe tat person is
you. He also mentioned abt hiow.. 88% of ppl recieve Christ before the hit 18 amd 97% before they hit 21.. tht means tat after 21 yrs of age.. the chances of someone accepting Christ drops to 3%!! go share the gospel.. and finally.. he told the story abt how this 2 ppl in an American school.. both brother n sister.. were faithfully praying frm monday to friday that God wld move in their school.. the first month came n no results... then 2nd and 3rd.. no one else joined them n nothing happened.. bu then on the 4th month, God moved n 500ppl came to Christ ! Praise the LORD ! after tat revival spreaded to the rest of the other schools in tat area.. continue to pray for revival !
CF CampCF camp was great ! in fact I jus got home frm it today ! n I missed a DGl meeting too.. oh well.. it was great..one thing I know God spoke to me abt was abt unity.. abt how not to focus on the small divisions but on Jesus Christ.. n in the same way.. hope tat we can do that with SAJC.. you know.. it's really been the desire of my heart to see SAJC and ACJC join hands together n have a combined evangelistic event.. Then shall there be no more divisions within our 2 schools.. I mean think abt it.. the 2 Christian JCs in Singapore hate each other.. wat kind of testimony is that ! ok so anywyas.. CF camp was fun ! was put in charge of the GREEN group which.. from last we caught up to being FIRST and won !! haha Praise God! the games we played at nite were the ones tat got us our points.. it was really retarded la haha..
After the camp the kinda announced the CF commitee roles but before tat.. we had a time of quiet time seeking God for a vision.. n we concluded(sorta) that it was 'Discipleship within, evangelism outwardly' (a compressed, one-liner version).. so yup.. and abt the posting.. I got.. President ! Praise God ! I'm actually quite surprised.. but hey.. praise God for it (: even though I feel so inadequate for the role.. I believe that since God placed me here.. He wld be with me n empower me to do what I am supposed to do.. so anywyas after tat we had this kinda cool session where the pastor anoited us with oil.. and follwing that the senior comm washed our feet ask an act of humility.. it was kinda an eye opener cos I never saw such things done before haha.. but then again.. I was still quite shocked that I got the role even though I sorta wanted it.. oh well.. God's will be done..
I'm so so so tired.. I wanna slp.. goot nite (:
12:56 AM
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