Tuesday, September 27, 2005
for a life abounding with love, free from the pains of hatered or jealousy, know that it is God's will for whatever situation you are in.
God bless You.
11:06 AM
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Monday, September 26, 2005
Didn't feel too happy during the
first half of my quiet time today probably cos of stuff tat happened hahah.. well to tell you the truth, I felt jealousy and also a desire for someone? hahaa probably so.. especially cos like this past week people like Dennis came to me to ask abt relationships n stuff and also because of things that happened on ______ haha.. but well.. all I can say is really this.. let go.. Just surrender it to God.. and He'll do the rest.. I know I've been saying this lotsa times but well.. that's what I did at least just less then an hour back and really I praise God cos right after that prayer, JOY filled my heart haha and really all I cld do was to worship Him.. So for all you ppl out there.. maybe with brokenhearts or maybe dragged down by the troubles of life, LET GO ! look at the bigger picture of God's plan.. like for me.. even lets say that person I like wun like me back, I KNOW that God HAS a plan for me so I do not need to worry, I mus say that at that few moments just before my prayer I might have placed that person above God.. but NO! GOD'S the most important thing in my life and I shall keep it that way ! ahha YES! (: So now He's rite up there again (:
oh Father may Your will be done in my life ! I pray Lord that Lord You guide me through this period of my life that I wld not be distracted, that I may really just deny myself, take up my cross daily and follow You.. Lord, you've called me to worship You frm where I am so for Your sake Lord, I will study hard for my O lvls... O Father.. may Your glory be magnified through me Lord.. all I want is You. All glory and praise to You. thank You for everything. Amen!!!! (:
hmm I somehow think my post was not realy nicely written except for the prayer part.. hmm probably cos I'm so sleepy *yawn...
2:11 PM
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
Surrender back to God what He has blessed you with and God WILL do wonders. Whether relationships, work, poessions or people.. Give it all back to God.. Be ready to give up all those things for Him.. seeking Him with all that He is.. with what you surrender, God'll do wonders!
God taught me that today during my quiet time. Thank You Lord, You are forever faithful! May Your name be praised throughout the earth. Yes Lord, I hear Your call for evangelism and I will go. May You be glorified in all I do. I surrender my all to You.
1:46 PM
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OK! Ignore tat post I posted last nite ahhaha.. I JUST re-did the song SO get the other one out of ur mind! hahha.. Zachary that means u too ! hahha
CHRIS ON SEEING THIS POST CALL ME AND I'LL LET YOU HEAR THE SONG! (bp u cld call too :P) You
Words and music by David
Verse 1:
Lord I seek You,
With all my heart
Hear my cry within
Verse 2:
It's You I live for
It's You I love
All I am is Yours
Pre-chorus:
Trials may come,
Temptations reign
Strongholds form
And You seem far...
Chrous:
I'll hold on to You,
Knowing You are all.
I'll follow You
No matter where you go
Splotch
©2005 SPLOTCH
3:28 AM
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

NO I DID NOT CUT THE NOTE !
11:51 AM
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
hmm u know just a few moments ago while doing my quiet time, I really found out wat playing my guitar was for God really was.. as MOST of you know, I've been playing guitar for yf for quiet some time but u know, especially recently, I've felt like I did that out of pride and just wanting praise.. and especailly last nite during rehearsal.. after a while when the songs changed to the slower songs, that I din really enjoy playing, BANG! there went that 'feeling' and I did not feel like playing anymore..
then there I realised that I've NOT been playing for God.. I've been playing to the crowd.... Sorry Lord for that once again and thank You for Your forgivness and that because of Christ's death on the cross, Christ righteousness and can wash away my unrighteousnes.. I praise You Lord.. So after that I asked for the mind of Christ (Helmet of Salvation =P) because I WANT to stop and play for God but it's just realy really difficult to do.. especially when ur up there doing some fancy tune for example songs like "What the World would Never Take"... So I wasn't expactin anything much since it wasn't my first time asking, but GOD, He blew me away. within mintues, I realised that I should really just let go of everything, look to God, and really watever I play, play it to HIM and not play it to the crowd.. "play to Him" this few words although so simple really impacted me so much! Lord You ARE a great God and You DO answer prayers. I praise You.
The next moment, I took up my guitar, sat down on my bed and for the first time in my life, I played a tune to God.. and I must say, that really felt wonderful, sitting there, knowing that God's listening to You, and smiling at You, knowing that for the first time your praising him with the guitar n that a stronghold in your life was just broken and now am free.
Oh Lord, sitting there on my bed just now praising You was really one of the most wonderful, freeing, enjoyable and awing times of my life.. sitting down there praising You.. Lord, how cld I have not had this before? I praise You Lord ! You've just broken a stronghold that has gripped me for so long. Thank You.. really Lord... thank You.. I only pray Lord that tmr, may I in the same way be playing for You, and not the crowd even as I play for yf worship tmr. May Your name be glorified!
PRAISE GOD
3:06 PM
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Friday, September 16, 2005

Hmmmm heylo peeps! ahhaha *Smacks ppl at tagboard*
OK ANYWAYS! I've just recieved a nice little pic of some
retarded funny looking guy hahahaha..as u can see... hahaha our nice little DISIPLINE MASTER whose name starts with M and rythmes with Alvin hahhaha hmm ya so for all my frens in Acs Br, LAUGH! haha
11:20 AM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
hmm hi? hahaha.. got my prelim resuls back today.. shakes head* I'm oh so disappointed in myself! I
KNOW I can do better but I DID NOT ): oh well.. for my L1R5 I've got 26 points.. there goes JC for my first three months.. but I can still go to a Central Institute though..
oh well.. my english got B3, but it's a rounded up one frm 64. something so tats NOT good.. I usually do better then that, especially the LETTER WRITING!! and my Bad hand writing is cost me loads of marks!!! booo! ok then the worst of all.. I got F9 forE math! YES E MATH! ahahahah... oh well..
I KNOW I can do better if I practice but I just don't have the discipline!
God pls grant be discipline But anyhows I just want to PRAISE GOD FOR EVERYTHING hahahahha. O Lord, You ARE gracious ! I praise You for everything single mark I have, Thank You Lord Father, thank You for all You've done in my life. Hallelujah!!! praise God, praise GOD! even though I'm disappointed with my marks, I'm JOYFUL in GOD haha Words cannot comprehend my Joy in GOD! (=
Coming back, my English got B3, SS/History A2, Geog A2, Chem B4, Phy C6, E math...
F9 hahaha AND.. my CLB... 74, Merit AHHAHAHAHA lalalala.. praise God, praise God. hmm oh well.. now I know, I better go work HARD and I mean HARD on my E math, phy, Chem and my Social Studies.. Can't afford this type of marks.. although these marks CAN get me into a poly? haha.. nah..
anyways, in my free time I probably gonna go to wrk in church, some internship thing which wld not only help me with where God is leading me in my life/ministry which I think is YOUTHS, it wld also bring THAT much closer to a Fender Strat hahaha.. gonna start saving.. probalby it'll be lik next year before I ca get it but when I get it, my collection's complete. 1 Martin acoustic, 1 Epiphone Les Paul, and 1 Fender Strat.. oh well... better start now haha.. but in any case I shall not let greed overtake me hahaha..
"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven where moth and rust do not destroy and where theives do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." Matthew 6:19-21
"For the pagans run after all these things and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things would be given to you as well" Matthew 6:32-33
Amen (=
12:11 PM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

wee! Jus got back frm Rasa Sentosa hahaha.. Chris Yan nicely booked it for us to go there and... write songs HAHAHA... oh well.. THE STUFF THERE IS REALLY EXPENSIVE!!! u know that their buffet there is like $39.90+++ and their milk shake is like $6!?it's really crazy haha oh well.. Chris is there so we got thru =P hahaha although for dinner we ended up eating delifrance... then walking all the way across sentosa JUST to get to seven 11 and get some er.. cup nooodles and erms.. root beer! ya! haha... then after tat we sat down composed a song and I think it was quite ok.. haha it actually sounded like a song haha.. ya.. we finished composing at lik 1:16am in the morning!! so retarded haha but well.. we DID it! muahaha Bp, Chris and myself lalala hahaa and the title's called My Heart's Desire and here it goes...
My Heart's Desire
Words and music by Benjamin, Christopher and David
Verse 1:
Lord, You know my heart
The pain of the loneliness
The hurt that I carry
Every single night and day
Just longing for You...
Verse 2:
At times when You're Silent
And my prayer seems vain
Though I may not feel
Your presence today
But Lord, Your Word says...
Chorus:
You're always here with me
Through the sorrow and the pain
For You know what's best for me
My Father I love You so
For all You have done in my life.
Splotch
©2005 SPLOTCH
8:16 AM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
You know the past few days have really been busy for me and really felt burnt out especially last nite.. busy with all the rehearsals and serving.. even though it was fun, I din have enough rest so ended up with me running on empty.. like yesterday I jus felt so tired, not physically though, but spiritually and mentally, but praise be to God that I'm well now.. it's really true wad God says, jus Be still and know that HE is GOD! (=
anywyas lik I said, this past few days have almost been restless as in harldy any rest at all haha.. like on Saturday there was rehearsal for Sunday. It was enjoyable though but ya.. NO REST! haha.. I've really gotta take care of myself more haha.. but anyhows on a brighter note, we did What The World Would Never Take hahah.. it was GOOOD! hahaha.. it was really fun playing =D
On Sunday there was yet again, another rehearsal for PTl haha.. it din really go too well haha cos we spent
some alot of time us choosing songs haha.but in the end it all turned out ok. Thank You God (= The songs we finally chose were.... Nah.. You'll find out at PTL! haha =P
so after tat.. instead of going home and relaxing.. wat did I do? I ran off with Judith and Rachel to the sec 1 and 2 bbq.. was invited by Bryan and Javis so why not ;P hahaha.. so went there ate and socialised with the ppl there.. although most of them were watching White Chicks hahaha.. You know what!? Bryan has a whole room for his drums! if only he had a few amps, mikes and a keyboard then it can be a jamming room alreadi ahahha..
now.. today(yesterday) ! it was mad! well the morning at least.. let me start with 1.30am in the morning where I smsed some of my frens asking them to play dota and my band members when they were free.... ok so only 2 ppl replied.. so ok 6am in the morning.. I heard an sms by bp which partially woke me out..
THEN! Judith Lam Si En called me! called then jus when I picked it up what happened? she HANGED UP! hahaha.. then sms me.. oh well... ok so after tat I went back to slp..... slept till like 8+ almost 9 before MORE smses started poring in waking me up AGAIN! hahaa.. this time I jsu decided to wake up ahha... oh well..
woke up, did the usual, then went to the dentist to get my stitches removed.. how fun.. so the pulled it out then they gave me this funny stringe aqnd I was asked to wash the 'wound' with tap water using that... so ok..
after tat hopped over to Queensway and bought some shirt haha.. looks quite nice on me but off me and after looking at it for a while looks like something some uncle wld wear ahhahaha.. oh man..
After tat went for lunch and after tat played dota with some of my frens.. oh oh and AFTER that, we went to this Hong Kong Street stall for some Hor Fun and.. this waiter was laughing at us cos I folded the $2 note into the face of tat president haha.. when i have the chance I'll put it up some day hahaha oh well.. dun feel like blogging liao.. cya and may God bless You.
Thank You God for 33/50 for SS. All praise and glory to You.
3:16 PM
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