Thursday, December 29, 2005
ok I have time now ! hahaha
well.. looking back over this past week and the last.. I can really say that I can see God working in me and that really He is jus SO REAL hahha..
You know.. just last Wed, one nite had a tok with someone.lets call her..
X hahaha well anyways she was telling me how I should let go of my feelings for the person I like.. lets call the person I like..
Y hahaha so ya so I was like kinda struggling with it.. so anyways.. I went to pray abt it and was like... ya.. ok God.. I know u were speaking thru X and I shan't decieve myself. Help me to let go. THEN ! RIGHT after tat when I said amen.. suddenly I recieved an sms frm Y saying.. "I think the secert to letting go is contentment" and I was like.. WOW.. It was really a direct answer to my prayer !
Alrite.. now thats not all ! Jus 2 nights ago... on Tuesday, I had a tok with Y and well to tell u the truth was feeling kinda jealous n unhappy abt wat she was telling me abt someone HAHAHA the poem and all BUT ANYWAYS! after tat I did my quiet time.. then this line came into my head.. "My grace is sufficient for you" and I was like hmm ok.. then I went to pray and all.. and this time I was praying that God wld take awaymy feelings for Y.. so well.. was praying and suddenly I was reminded abt Paul's struggle abt his 'thorn' and felt led to turn there. So I flipped there and saw "Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.
But he said to me, "
My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
It really hit me there ! it was like God spoke straight to me saying.. no I wld not take away your feeling for Y but my grace would be sufficient for you cos thru your weakness, I would recieve glory and you wld grow.
All praise and glory to God.. You have done so much for me.. and really.. wow.. You work in awesome ways..
11:26 PM
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