Wednesday, December 21, 2005
shalala I finally find the time to blog the past few days have been busy.. going out tat is hahaa OH WELL..
MISSION TRIP!It was great ! was quite surprised by certain things too.. Like for example.. when I think of a missions trip to Myanmar I think of me living in a hut or maybe at best in a hostel.. eating the local food with not much meat.. BUT HEY! guess what? we stayed in a 3star hotel, Central Hotel Yangon and the dinners were great ! the first dinner we ate was Pizza ! hahaa and there was SO much haha.. then there was Chinese food at a 5star totel restaurant then Thai food ! ahhaha.. sounds good eh? (go sign up for the next missions trip) then we also had DONUTS!!! haha it was GREAT haha especially the chocolate filled ones.. ah... that was nice (:
OK ENOUGH ABOUT FOOD ! mmm so anyways, God really taught me many things through the trip. One thing I knew I learnt was through the little orphans.. it's really encouraging to know that they look into the heart and not the activities we do.. it's like even though some things dun go well they dun mind cos they know we put in the effort and tats jus makes them happy...
Had a great time ministering with them too.. It was really nice to see all their little faces smiling back at u and all.. and also had a great time getting to know some of the older ppl there n like we met this Jap who went to Myanmar to study who cld speak like 4 languages! Mandarin, English, Burmese and Japanese! amazing isn't it? hahaha.. ok anyways, seeing the ppl worshipping God together in one voice and so passionately really shows how God is working in Myanmar.. I can jus imagine in about 10 yrs when they grow up tat they wld go out throughout Myanmar and share the word of God to all.. I can just imagine the day where Myanmar wld become a Christian nation (:
Another aspect which I learnt was abt my personal like n stuff.. this was learnt through well.. many circumstances.. and also of course my nice little meaningful toks with uncle Kc... was abt relationship n all.. and I've said it once and I'll say it again.. now I know how Eugene Har feels when he struggles to let go of someone.. ya.. in the same way.. I really struggled through the trip and it took me like 3 nights before I was finally willing to let her go... was really painful.. especially when God used someone to help me let go.. but by the last night.. I was willing to let go and ya hahaha.. it was really intresting how God used someone in the trip to help me let go of her and all ahha.. ya.. so for now.. gonna fix my eyes on Jesus ! ya... masterlife was really helpful too... the ACTION part..
Acknowledge the emotion.. ok tat was easy
Consider why you have it.. was ok too
Thank God He wld help u overome it.. till this partit was ok
Identify the blibical response.. well.. God clearly told me Hebrews 12:1-2 and Hebrews 11:6 how I should not stay fixated on her but on HIM and how I should seek HIM
Obey the Spirit's leading.. this was one of the harder part... God told me that I should not tok to her unless I have to.. and it was realy hard for me and I struggled alot but in the end.. ya like I said earlier.. I was willing to let go in the end
Nuture the correct fruit of the Spirit.. whoch is joy and self-control
well.. it really helped.. and I must say.. once u decide to let go.. you wld really feel FREE! haha YES ! I like learn more in this area than any other area haha probably cos I was going through it like everyday.. oh well.. Thanks God for ths experience! really, I've come out a stronger person like wat uncle Kc said haha.. You are an awesome God. I praise You.
11:31 PM
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