Thursday, June 01, 2006
lalala.. I MISS my BLOG !!!! AHH I have not blogged in a
long while.. well one reason was cos there was jus so many things coming up.. first I was brought back to God on the 14th of May after almost a month of living outside God's will then there was Passion AC... n after tat came the last assignment I had to do for the term.. GEOG! n it was 25 marks n this time I REALLY wanted to do well.. so I spent like lots of time jus trying to read up then write stuff down.. actually it was mainly jus to impress the teacher so u know.. better chance to get a H3 subject =P folling tat was the Baptist Youth training cum rally which was really really REALLY
REALLY ! Good! n then after tat came CF camp ! which well... I kinda jus came back from! ahha.. ya !
RevivalThis past month(from 14th May !) hasn't really been good.. was distracted away from God n stuff.. it was like.. I cld feel this sense of unease everytime I did my quiet time about my distraction and the worst part of it was that I kept asking God abt it.. and looking back.. I cld see that I wasn't really seeking after God's will.. in fact I just wanted MY will.. and wld not take NO for an answer.. this went on for almost a month.. but praise be to God he drew me back to Himself.. on that particular Sunday on the 14th of May.. uncle Kc was speking on holiness.. abt how to be set apart.. abt how everytime we say 'hallowed be Your name' to God.. we are also crying out to God, make us holy too ! so I went back.. laid on my bed.. then after tat decided to pick up and finish reading a book I had long stopped reading.. and as I was reading.. God used that book to speak to me about many many things.. convicted me of my sins and stuff.. and really.. I struggled with God.. but finally I jus gave in and said.. "ok God.. I trust You" and really after I confessed my sin n decided to "throw of everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles" I felt FREEDOM! and really I felt like this big burden was lifted off my shoulders and it was really something I cld not explain.. all I cld do was to praise God for searching for me.. kept tugging at my heart again n again.. never giving up on me so that I cld come back to Him.. O God.. praise You Lord.. praise YOU (:
Passion ACThis event really got me praying.. n I have never prayed so much before in my entire life haha.. it was an intresting time leading up to te preparations.. the event itself was great ! although I wasn not there for the worship part.. I went in jus before the songs ended and realy the moment u enter.. u cld feel this peace and calmness in tat place.. ya so stayed there till the thing ended n they asked for an alter call.. so a few of us went forward n started praying for some of them.. was an intresting experience..
Baptist Youth Conferencehow nice it is when the Baptist churches over Singapore come together for a time of learning and worship! the speaker was Johnny De something.. haha can't remember but he's really n I mean REALLY cool haha.. he's like this super funny
balding old man frm America! really really great ! he taught well too! abt youth ministries n stuff.. and tat really inspired me.. stuff like.. how every world wide revival was started off by youths.. and that the trend was that every 40-50 years.. a great revival wld sweep the world.. but the last one we have seen was in 1904.. cld this be the generation tat God wld use to bring revival? maybe tat person is
you. He also mentioned abt hiow.. 88% of ppl recieve Christ before the hit 18 amd 97% before they hit 21.. tht means tat after 21 yrs of age.. the chances of someone accepting Christ drops to 3%!! go share the gospel.. and finally.. he told the story abt how this 2 ppl in an American school.. both brother n sister.. were faithfully praying frm monday to friday that God wld move in their school.. the first month came n no results... then 2nd and 3rd.. no one else joined them n nothing happened.. bu then on the 4th month, God moved n 500ppl came to Christ ! Praise the LORD ! after tat revival spreaded to the rest of the other schools in tat area.. continue to pray for revival !
CF CampCF camp was great ! in fact I jus got home frm it today ! n I missed a DGl meeting too.. oh well.. it was great..one thing I know God spoke to me abt was abt unity.. abt how not to focus on the small divisions but on Jesus Christ.. n in the same way.. hope tat we can do that with SAJC.. you know.. it's really been the desire of my heart to see SAJC and ACJC join hands together n have a combined evangelistic event.. Then shall there be no more divisions within our 2 schools.. I mean think abt it.. the 2 Christian JCs in Singapore hate each other.. wat kind of testimony is that ! ok so anywyas.. CF camp was fun ! was put in charge of the GREEN group which.. from last we caught up to being FIRST and won !! haha Praise God! the games we played at nite were the ones tat got us our points.. it was really retarded la haha..
After the camp the kinda announced the CF commitee roles but before tat.. we had a time of quiet time seeking God for a vision.. n we concluded(sorta) that it was 'Discipleship within, evangelism outwardly' (a compressed, one-liner version).. so yup.. and abt the posting.. I got.. President ! Praise God ! I'm actually quite surprised.. but hey.. praise God for it (: even though I feel so inadequate for the role.. I believe that since God placed me here.. He wld be with me n empower me to do what I am supposed to do.. so anywyas after tat we had this kinda cool session where the pastor anoited us with oil.. and follwing that the senior comm washed our feet ask an act of humility.. it was kinda an eye opener cos I never saw such things done before haha.. but then again.. I was still quite shocked that I got the role even though I sorta wanted it.. oh well.. God's will be done..
I'm so so so tired.. I wanna slp.. goot nite (:
12:56 AM
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